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I could lick, suck, kiss, worship this cock every day for the rest of my life and still never get enough.
“I always knew you liked my hurt, baby boy,”
I’m destroyed, rocked to rubble like ten goddamn points on the Richter scale by this boy.
But just know, every moment I’m with you… is fireworks over the ocean.”
The boy with stormy seas in his eyes… Vibrant beauty in a dark, gray wasteland.
Warren Xavier is a bi-curious dude’s wet dream.
You can’t fall in love in prison. Death row is no place for a relationship.
It’s been burned permanently into my brain… Ren’s body… belonging to everyone but me.
It’s going in one ear and out the other. Because if there’s one thing I know about Lexington, it’s that when it comes to me, sometimes his words are as meaningless as mine.
“Because I fucking love you!” he shouts in my face, and I falter. “I’ve loved you since the second I saw you, and I don’t understand it!
I don’t want to feel this shit… This twisted up ball of need in my chest like fucking disease.
I don’t even know if it really is love, that’s how fucked up I am. I never knew what t...
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I thought love was supposed to be all shiny and vibrant, warm and freeing and good. Not painful and full of anguish, second-guessing and insecurity.
“Because I want to do everything in my power to make you happy… even when you hate me and refuse to look at me.
I want to be next to you all the time… Just breathing the same air as you.
I want to hold your hand and kiss your neck, and I want you to want me to… more than ...
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I feel like I could slaughter anyone who causes you pain,...
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It’s so unbearably fucked up, but I would open a vein and bleed just to make you smile… That has to mean...
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“It doesn’t matter if I’ve never felt it before. In my soul, ...
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I’m desperately in love with you, Lexington, and I never won’t be. Be...
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Even if it tears us both to shreds… I’m so sorry, baby,...
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As long as I’m breathing, I won’t ever stop feeling the way I feel about you. In crazy, fie...
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But despite all the red flags, and the hurt he’s caused me over the years, here I am. Still standing right the fuck here, in his cell, drowning in him.
And I fucking kiss him, slow but hungry. Because I’m starved, and I need to be fed.
All I know is that his bottom lip fits perfectly between mine.
His hands feel like bliss touching me everywhere.
His moans sound like my favorite songs, and his tongue tastes like the sweetest thing I could ever hav...
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“I wanna fuck you, Ren. I’ve wanted to fuck you for years, and I’ve never felt like that for anyone else before.”
“I fucking love how nervous you are,” he purrs. “Give me your virginity, sweet boy. I want it.”
So that was sex…
I’m not trying to get back at him. I’m trying to get him back.
Even if it destroys me in the process, from such a sweet, beautiful scorching flame… I can’t help but crave his burn.
And to top it all off, things with Lex are… Sigh. That’s how they are. A dreamy sigh from the lips of a former skank.
“Want me to kill the next person who tries to touch what’s yours?”
“Uhh… God, Lexington… Wicked boy, your mouth is the best thing my dick has ever been in.”
“You suck me better than anyone, baby. Fuck my cock with those plush lips…”
He’s zoned-in, too busy going to fucking town on me to notice that I’m fucking so deep in his tight throat, I might wind up in his stomach.
“I think you know that I’m yours, and I think I believe that you’ll be mine…”
“I’ll be good for you, baby,”
“I promise, I’ll be exactly what you need. I’m done fucking up with you, Lexington. Let me be yours… Please?”
“No one’s ever belonged to anyone harder than yo...
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I’m fucking shaking, down to my rotten soul. That this incredible man, this smart, sweet, angel of fucking perfection could actually want me, love me, is lik...
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Doesn’t surprise me. This prison makes more love connections than e-fuckin-Harmony.
It’s all becoming very Bloods versus Crips, the Capulets and the Montagues… Team Edward versus Team Jacob.
All these years, I’ve thought Ren made me weak; that he ruined me, tore me to pieces with his bare hands for his own amusement. But that’s not true… He makes me strong.
Ren made Alabaster Pen a place I actually chose to stay in…
For all those times I wanted to kiss him, but didn’t… For all the time I spent thinking about him, wishing I could get him out of my head, but knowing I never would…
Maybe it’s bittersweet that we’re finally here, boyfriends in love, with our future so vague. But such is the curse of falling in love in prison.
So right now, in this padded cell, with uncertainty just outside, I’ll let his chaos settle me. L...
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“Tell me every dirty thought you’ve ever had about me, Lexington.”
