There even have been times when I had nothing to say. I realize that doesn’t stop a lot of writers but it certainly puts a damper on me. But being blocked is different. For the first time in my life I was aware of my audience. I had always written for myself alone, and I still believe that is the best way for any artist to work. But after The Outsiders, I felt like there were people peering over my shoulder, whispering, “What is she going to do next?” The thought of it paralyzed me. It was very depressing. This went on for years. Finally, my boyfriend—who is now my husband—said to me, “You
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