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October 7 - October 8, 2023
“This is the worst thing I’ve ever heard in my life. It’s like a shitty romance novel,” I whined. “Truth is much stranger than fiction, my dear,” Demetria said.
Wealthy, smart, fine, ambitious, slick at the mouth, thighs bigger than my head and an ass to match? A fucking unicorn.
“Of course you enjoyed that.” I laughed. “Find my future wife’s ring by this afternoon, please.” “I will get right on it,” she agreed. “Any stipulations?” “Whatever the requirement was, double it.”
“Just because this marriage might be convenient, you need to understand something right now; it ain’t fake. I’m gonna parade you in public, fuck you in private, and otherwise ignore you, just like most wealthy marriages.”
I knew better. The way the fabrics were cut, the way they hugged his thick frame, everything was designer, down to the chain around his neck, the glasses on his face, and probably that fucking nose ring. Inappropriate probably, for a man his age, but he was a billionaire.
that we would innovate and expand, prove his father wrong about Black folks wanting bougie groceries.
William Stark was exactly the kind of man I endeavored not to be—weak-willed, selfish, reckless, just to name a few. His mistakes in business aside, when I showed up in the Nectar offices, I’d hoped to find something I could respect about him, anything that made me view him in a somewhat positive light.
You know… I thought maybe this was about protecting Nalani. Now that, I could’ve respected. I wouldn’t have moved, but I could understand you coming here to plead for me not to corrupt your daughter. Man to man, that would’ve showed me there was some molecule, just a modicum of dignity about you. But… no.” I shook my head. “You’re here to beg for a fucking job?”
You’re mad that even in death, he is still ahead of you? He had more money, a better business, a wife who actually wanted him, so there’s no question about the lineage of his son.”
It was something my mother and I used to do together. Even as a kid, I loved spending Christmas mornings like this. Sure, presents were waiting for Soren and I at home, but they’d always be there. This kept us firmly grounded in reality we wouldn’t have otherwise seen from our private schools and tutors and exclusive neighborhoods. My father hated it. But we showed up anyway.
My cousin Sheila was born the same year as me, Preston was born the same year as Soren, and we’d all been thick as thieves. Now though, it was just me, Aunt Lucy, and Soren. We’d lost the others. Gut punch after gut punch after gut punch. Losing
“Don’t call me that,” I countered. “I’m not wearing your ring yet.” He smiled. Letting me know I’d messed up. I just didn’t know how bad until he grabbed my hand to pull me to the front of the common room and then dropped to one knee of front me. “That whole… not wearing my ring yet thing?” he said, pulling a black velvet box from his pocket to lift before me. “Let’s fix that.”
“You won’t be the first or last woman to marry a man for reasons other than love. As women, we do what we have to do all the time, but the only way you’re going to make it through that is to never forget why you’re there, you hear me?”
Asshole. For a week now, my father had been ignoring my calls, not responding to emails, pretending he didn’t see texts, all in what I could only assume was some immature effort to not be removed from his position. As if his lack of communication would put a damper on the process.
He shook his head, rolling up his sleeve to past his elbow. “You’ve got me all wrong, Nalani. I’m generous with mine. Which… you do realize that’s what you are now, right?” “I prefer to believe I belong to myself.” He smiled. “I’ll let you have that delusion. For now.” “You’re horrible.” “You’re beautiful,” he countered, slipping a hand into the semi-opaque water, where it disappeared.
“If I ever see another man that close to you…we’re all going to have a horrible day.”
“Nalani’s worth to me has very little to do with her father,” I said, choosing my words carefully. “The wedding will be just after the New Year, in Sugar Valley.” Immediately, Grandma Calli’s face lit up, and she leaned in a bit, eyes wide and excited. “Like your Mama and Daddy?” “Exactly.” I nodded. “I thought it would be a good way to honor their memories.”
The tears I hadn’t been able to gather welled up in my eyes as soon as I saw the trio of smiling women waiting for me. I hadn’t talked to Morgan, Alexis, or my Aunt Lucy about this appointment, thinking it was better to get it over with sans fanfare with the absence of my mother being so acute. But seeing them… I’d never felt such relief before. “I’ll leave you all for a moment while I go grab a few dresses I think you’ll like,” the sales associate said as they stood to greet me. “And then we can get started.” “What are y’all doing here?” I breathed as soon as she was gone, trying valiantly to
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just needed my Jeep, which had already been brought up for me, so I could make the short drive away from the little town of Sugar Valley to my family’s mountain cabin.
The truth was though, in that magazine spread where I first laid eyes on her, her hair had been in its natural, curly state, and that shit was sexy.
but I was distracted from that by lots of deep caramel skin, and thick arms, and the fact that he smelled quite good.
“Right over here,” he said, tightening an arm around my waist as I stumbled a little in my heeled boots. His mouth was right against my ear. “That is mine.” This…could have been romantic. Would have been romantic, if that kind of connection existed between us. Instead I just felt… uncomfortably comfortable with his arms around me, a realization I quickly chalked up to the liquor I’d consumed earlier in the night.
“You know you don’t have to do this on my account? You could take your time, make sure it’s right. I’m going to be here a good long time, you know?” I just smiled. She was much more certain about that than I was. “I promised you I would, didn’t I?” I reminded her. “I promised you’d get to see it and here we are.”
“With the blessing of our late mother’s legacy and our ancestors before us… I do.”
Calli nodded. “Mmmhmm. Larena, Caspian, William, Daneitha, that’s Orion’s mother, if you didn’t know. And there were a couple others in the little group, all friends. We’d do neighborhood potlucks whenever they came home from school for the summer and they were all inseparable. Until William decided he wanted to be separate. Took Larena with him.” I frowned. “Wait a minute… you’re saying our parents… were friends?” “I fed your mother right at my table more times than I can count. That was before any of y’all were born though. Like I said, they were kids themselves back then.”
“I used to wear his little ass out and I still will if I need to.” “I can outrun you now,” Orion said, unperturbed. “You can’t outrun a pistol.” “Damn girl, you shooting now?” He chuckled, kneeling beside her. “I thought I was the favorite?” She nodded. “You were… until you got married. I’m a girl’s girl through and through. Your wife is my favorite now.”
he looked me dead in the eyes and shrugged. “It's yours now, Nala. Do whatever you feel.”
I swirled my tongue around him, lapping at a particularly thick vein on the underside of his dick with every inward pull of my mouth. As I did, I slid a finger behind his balls, putting pressure on that sensitive line of nerves. The instant tension in his hips, the tighter grip on my hair, let me know. That was the move that was going to make him crazy.
Fuck. There wasn’t anything I could do. There wasn’t anything I wouldn’t let him do to me, at that point.
The kind of eye contact that dared me to look away, at anything else, to close my eyes.