Let's Do This

by Loren Leigh

Content warnings: homophobia and emotional abuse by a parent

Already, I wanna throw hands at someone

What is it? I shake it. A dildo? Anal beads? A prostate massager? A monster anal cone?

“What’s, uh.” My voice is rough, cracking with uncertainty. “What are we doing?” “I don’t know.” His smile evaporates, his heels coming back down on the floor. “But whatever it is, I kinda don’t want it to stop.” I swallow. And then the truth is there. Right on my tongue. “Me neither,” I say.

His dick’s under there. Which is obviously not new information. It’s always been there.

He’s got the jitters lol

“I want you to fuck my mouth.” He licks his lips, his chest pitching with a shaky breath. “Until I fuckin’ gag on you, and I don’t want you to stop until I’ve sucked every drop of your cum deep down my throat.”

“Because I don’t think it’s actually about the bed.”

“The door will always be unlocked for you.”

Shaw steps over and squeezes me in a hug, leaving an inch of bro-space between us. “You know we all love you,” he whispers in my ear.