B.L.’s Comments (group member since Dec 15, 2012)

B.L.’s comments from the A Wild in Colbie group.

Xander is silent for a long moment, 'want to' is not a strong enough thing to say about how much he wants, NEEDS, to be with her. Then he says "Fuck. Don't move", he ends the call and jumps down off the rails. Xander gets into his car and drives faster than he ever has before, and that is damn fast.

Xander swallows the words he really wants to say, which are basically, 'where the fuck are you so i can be there too'. "Yeah. I gussed that. what is it Amanda, good girl" he says in his deep voice, with a smile, he never realised quite how much he wanted to hear her talk until now.

Soren looks into Audrey's face and says "This is all a bit mad...but it feels right too" he admits.

Xander is sitting on the rails surrounding the beach in Colbie, he driven for an hour to get here, after he promised he'd back off and stay the hell away from anywhere he could possibly run into HER. But it's useless, all Xander can think about is HER. His dreams are usually...well ususally all he has are nightmares from his past, but now he has dreams of HER. And his ART, all of it is HER, he's drawn and painted her so many times it's radiculous. Her face, her eyes, her lips, her body, just HER. Wanting her is driving him insane, it's exausting. Just as he's thinking about throwing himself off of the ten foot rails just so he can get some peace, his phone vibrates. Xander frowns and picks it up, it's not a number he reconises, and Xander never just GIVES his number away to anyone. So it must be her. Xander knows he should not answer, but with a groan he does.

(Alright then x)

Xander watches her walk away, his hands tightening into fists, this would be the last time he ever saw her and he honestly thinks being stabbed was less painful than that thought. After a while he starts his car and leaves.
(yeah ok x)

Xanders jaw clenches for a moment, then he turns to look at Amanda fully, he reaches for her face and cups it firmly between his strong hands. He knows he shouldn't touch her but he cant not, he wants her too much. "This was a one time only merging of worlds good girl, your special, very special so if you ever need me then....this is my number at the moment" he gives her his number on a bit of paper. "Never settle for anything less than amazing good girl, because that's what you deserve alright" he says before leaning back from her.

"yes and if you apply enough pressure then both get destroyed" he says, trying to keep the wanting out of his voice. Xander stops outside the dorms and parks, his heart beat picks up at the thought off her leaving but he Lso knows that Amanda is the kind of woman men fall in love with, and Xander doesn't do love, he can't. He would destroy her, both of them.

Xander can tell he needs to stop this NOW, or he would take her back to his flat and possibly never let her leave, "Good girl, your going to meet a nice boy, you'l fall in love, get married maybe have a few babies, have a lovely life together ect. Thats the way it's supposed to be, how it will be. Because, good girls get hurt easy, by blokes like me, our worlds are so different for a reason" he says.

Xander can feel Amanda's gaze on him, it makes him want to pull her over onto his lap and hold her there, so he can kiss her body all over until it's full of marks from him. But he can't, his grip on the steering wheel tightens, he only has so much will power. "Nice boys get the good girls, its the way the world works" says Xander.

Xander almost slams the breaks right then and fucks her in the car. The thought of anyone else touching her makes him see red. He's never felt so angry, jealousy isn't his thing, not ever. He may be possessive, he doesn't share whats his, but this girl isnt his, and can never be. Xander tries to push thoughts of her being touched by anyone else out of his mind. Xander is careful not to show any outward emotion. His eyes cold, he smirks again, "Then maybe you can get them to help you next time" he says simply.

Xander smirks again, but with real interest sparking in his eyes, "So, good girl AND a smart girl. Radiculously beautiful and clever, i don't know how those nice boys can keep their hands off of you" he says. Xander knew she would be smart, she looks it. Another reminder that he could never fit into her world.

Xander flick his eyes over to her, they are like blue flames in the sunlight, the gld flecks within them flash at her question, "I live wherever i need to" he answers. Xander doesn't share, especaily not to girs he wants more than anything, even more girls he wants that he can never have. But he wants to know her, "What is it that you're brilliant at then?" meaning what is she studying.

Xander's smirk just gets wider at her indignant tone, "Alright good girl, lets get you back to a life of homely livin" he says. Xander starts the car, he tries hard to ignore how much his want for her never goes away, its frustrating, he never wanted anyone more than once before.

Xander opens the door for himself and Amanda, they both walk out and he locks the door behind them. Xander and Amanda walk to his car and he opens the door for her again before slipping into the drivers seat. When she gets in he asks "So, which corner of happiness id yours then?", he smirks lightly.

Xander looks up after Amanda. So she wants to play, fine then, we can do that. Xander gets up off the bed, he does up his jeans and then moves to stand beside Amanda, without a word, he pushes her up against the wall hard, his lips on her neck in an instant. He bites hard, and slides a hand up her skirt, he pushes a finger inside of her and rubs her clit fast. Xander kisses her lips and then pulls away slightly, fingers still inside her when he whispers "Don't fuck with me good girl, i'm not like those nice boys from school, i'm not nice. I bite back, hard". Xander shoves away from Amanda and goes to pull on a wife beater top and his biker jacket. He puts on his boots and heads for the door.

Xander's hand slides into her hair and yanks hard so that her lips come away from his neck and back onto his mouth. Xander drops Amanda down on the bed hard and covers her body with his instantly, his kisses are harsh all over her jaw and neck, the slight bruises still very much visible from his mouth from the night before. Some part of him likes seeing them there, a mark of where's he's been.

Xander's jaw clenches tightly, he lets out a frustrated growl before grabing her by the waist and hoisting her up so that she is wrapped around his hips. Xander practically growls out, "Fucking hell never", and kisses her lips so hard it's almost painful. But he just wants her. Now.

Soren loves having someone to kiss like this, and not just someone, HER. She is everything he has ever secretly wanted.

After laying on the bed for ten minutes trying to get his breathing and his stil hard cock under control. Xander pulls on some jeans on right before she comes out. Wearing only his think t-shirt, it's enough to almost floor him, he regret giving her his t-shirt, something about her wearing something of his is radiculously sexy.