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(("shockingly good at not listening to common sense"
My entire gaming style in a single sentence. Unless it's Minecraft, then no, fuck that, I'm hiding in my dirt hut in the midDLE OF A JUNGLE-))

Damian flinched at the sudden touch, though he calmed down almost instantly at all the wonderful sensations. He hadn't been been shown affection like this since...well... before he woke up as a demon. He gladly returned the hug, a secure and very protective one from the demon, and relaxed in it, humming softly at the comforting warmth that radiated from Arson's taller form. "Merci, mon chéri," his animalistic half decided to pitch in and happily nuzzled the one he held onto.

Damian felt heat rise to his face, as he couldn't help but wonder what Arson was referring to. The nature, or... He discreetly bit down on his lip and pulled his gaze down the the water. No, no, he couldn't be referring to me. He probably already has someone. He almost thought he felt an ache in his corrupted heart. Damian, no, you're a lust demon! Basically an incubus! You're not capable of commitment! He closed his eyes. But... I want to. I want to commit. I want to feel it. What does it feel like to be in love? He released a defeated sigh and simply rested his forehead on Arson's shoulder.

((*shrieks* I COMPLETELY FORGOT-))

"Give a Little Bit"
this song gives me
Casego vibes

I-
Feel the same about Damian-

@elijah

Positives Compassionate, Intuitive, Modest, Passionate (doesn't show it much, tho), Perceptive, Reliable, Sentimental, Subtle
Negatives Absentminded, Anti-social, Gloomy, Overworking, People-pleaser, Self-destructive, Self-restrained
Neutral Artistic, Confidential, Neutral, Reserved, Stoic (showing emotion is ew)

Aye, I've felt that way... And I'v e only been questioning for a few weeks.

Sooo the seasons are definitely changing now. I have a nosebleed.

I know the feeling questioning your sexuality.
T'is frustrating. ;-;

"No one in their right mind would try to resist such an angelical voice," Damian stated in a matter-of-fact tone before breaking into a wide grin. He paid no attention to their position, as he himself didn't want to let go. He was comfortable like this. "I haven't done anything like this in years," his smile turned to a soft one. "I forgot how nice it was to just enjoy the beauty around you..." That probably sounds weird, coming from someone born in France.

Damian grew shy when he realized Arson was leaning closer, and the feeling of his lips against his ear had a flurry of butterflies in an uproar, but thankfully the new experience didn't last lomg. The male's voice caused a ticklish vibration, and he ended up giggling. For the first time in a long time, Damian was experiencing what real happiness felt like, and he wanted to hold onto that feeling for eternity. "That was beautiful," he complimented after calming himself down. "How'd you know I was a sucker for love songs?" He grinned playfully, but it was no lie. He adored songs about romance.

((PERFECT))

Damian's smile grew when he heard Arson's soft soft voice and felt a fluttering in his heart. His muscles relaxed from their awkward and stiff state as his body started remembering what it had once learned before he been sent back as a demon. He happily watched Arson, silently urging him to continue.

Aιѕнα ~Tнαт eхplαιɴѕ тнe lιeѕ тнeɴ~ wrote: "((Why you always right mate))"

((Experience, unfortunately. ;u; ))

((Get that crap outa your life, my dude. Don't need that shit when you already got enough to deal with in personal life. That's why I broke up with my most recent boyfriend. Too toxic, especially since I was ghosting him. And still am, tbh-))

((That group is extremely toxic. My advice is leaving that group as soon as possible.))

((OOOO
YESSSS))

Blaze gave a quick nod to no one in particular and looked around until he noticed a partly open window. It could've been easier to get in here? His ears drooped in dismay, but then shook it away and left the building to go back to his 'human-watching'. The one time he allowed himself to be judgemental in public.

((DJFLIKAJENFIAEGB HE'S A BEAN- ((what height is Arson, btw? Damian is 5'9". I wanna visualize properly.))

Damian was still unsure, but apparently his mind was made for him when he was pulled up from his place on the rock. "Alright, but I'm warning you," he sighed and awkwardly rested his hands on the other male's shoulders, and he couldn't help but have his smile return to his lips when he caught Arson's gaze. He's sweet.

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"Line without a Hook" by Ricky Montgomery

Template Inspiration Xaxa, Gr33nb34n
Template Birdsong231
Character Birdsong231
Editing Birdsong231

I don't really give a damn about the way you touch me
When we're alone
You can hold my hand if no one's home

Full Name Elijah Zane Sørensen
Name Meanings
Elijah : Biblical : My God is Yahweh
Zane : England : Meaning unknown
Sørensen : Norway : Son of Søren
Nicknames El, Eli, Ella, Ellis

Do you like it when I'm away?
If I went and hurt my body, baby
Would you love me the same?

Gender/Pronouns Male, He/Him/His
Age 17
Birth Date March 18
Sun Sign Pisces
Birth Flowers Daffodil, jonquil
Birthstones Amethyst, moonstone

I can feel all my bones coming back
And I'm craving motion
Mama never really learns how to live by herself
It's a curse
And it's growing

Sexual/Romantic Orientations Grey-aceflux, aroflux
Relationship Status Single, but he never lost his feelings for his previous partner; view history for requirements
Family Katherine Sørensen, mother; Jeremy Sørensen, father
Pets N/A
Friendships N/A
Enemies N/A
Acquaintances N/A

You're a pond and I'm an ocean
Oh, all my emotions
Feel like explosions when you are around
And I've found a way to kill the sounds, oh

Personality Although Elijah is quite clearly a neutral being, stoic, confidential and reserved, has a small artistic streak. He is passionate with what he does, thought he rarely ever shows this side of him. Along with that, he is compassionate, intuitive, modest, perceptive, reliable, sentimental and subtle. Of course, everyone has a darker side to them. His darkness is not one of cruelty or violence. He tends to be anti-social, gloomy and absentminded. He has a bad habit of overworking himself to please the wishes of others. And the most unfortunate part? His love for his ex-partner has dragged him down to unbearable pain, one he can only describe as a never ending fall, like there's no such thing as the ground. He is very self-destructive, and self-restraining.
Likes Being by a lake; remembering his happier days, before the break up; being left alone
Dislikes Being disturbed while he's thinking; questions about himself and/or his opinions; socializing
Weaknesses Seeing and/or talking to S/O
Strengths Silence; combat; leadership(view spoiler)[Most of the time (hide spoiler)]
Fears Disappointing his clan; disappointing his peers; his emotions; S/O finding out he never stopped loving them
Secrets He's never stopped loving S/O; he self-harms; his personal life and true self
Goals Abandon his feelings for S/O; meet up to his clan's expectations
Personal Quote "If there is a God that cares about me, why have I been put through all of this? Why is He torturing me? What did I do to deserve this pain?"

Oh, baby, I am a wreck when I'm without you
I need you here to stay
I broke all my bones that day I found you
Crying at the lake

Appearance Elijah is a sweet looking young male with pale skin, soft black hair, and blood red eyes. He's a bit short for a male, standing at 5'4", but thankfully he weighs a healthy amount at 157.4 lbs.. He keeps his hair in a messy sort of style, and has a special necklace that he is forced to wear as proof of his right as the next leader of his clan. This, of course, has lead to a lot of stress, and has caused some physical signs of stress. This makes him panic, as he doesn't like the idea of his physical image being tainted by stress, so he keeps a specific routine to avoid those deadly giveaways. In style, he likes to be comfortable, much to his parents dismay. The necklace he ware as proof of his heritage is a deep red, almost as if blood had been crystalized... It is a clan secret as to if the rumors are true or not.
Photos

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Facial Claim Yoo Hajin
Voice No VC or accent, but it's light and airy, slightly feminine, but just barely.
Hair / Eyes Black; short; soft / Red; black pupils; thin almond shape
Height / Weight 5'4" / 157.4
Skin / Body Light; scarred / Small-ish; slim
Other N/A

Was it something I said to make you feel like you're a burden?
Oh, and if I could take it all back
I swear that I would pull you from the tide

Occupation Heir of the Sørensen clan
Warlock Type Blood
Preferred Weapons Usually himself (Hand-to-hand combat), but he is more than half way to mastering swordsmanship
Skills Swordsmanship; hand-to-hand combat; due to being an heir to his clan, he has had special training, therefore his stats will be a bit unusual for his age.

Baby, I am a wreck when I'm without you
I need you here to stay
I broke all my bones that day I found you
Crying at the lake

Attack 78/100
Defense 71/100
Speed 73/100
Physical Strength 68/100
Reflexes 61/100
Stamina 51/100
Memory 64/100
Swordsmanship 73/100

Was it something I said to make you feel like you're a burden, oh
And if I could take it all back
I swear that I would pull you from the tide

Health Conditions, Disorders, Etc Depression
Allergies N/A?
Languages English
History For as long as he could remember, Elijah's entire life has been planned for him. He's never really had a say in what happens, and when he came out to his parents, they simply looked at each other worriedly. They weren't against it or anything, they just worried about the future of the clan. After all, the only way to produce is with a woman. So they attempted to match him with multiple young women, though none of them caught his attention...until he saw one boy. He had instantly fallen in love with the male's [h/l], [h/c] hair, and their brilliant [e/c] eyes... He had felt as if had walked straight into a dream.
"Mother..." Elijah had asked one evening. "I think... I think I'm in love,"
"Oh?" Katherine looked up at her only son, hoping the interest was female, though she was willing to respect his decision no matter what.
"It's... It's [s/o]... He's just... Oh, God," he lifted his hands to rest over a fluttering over where a heart would've been. "I feel so warm here... I never want to let it go, Mother!" He looked up to the woman with a worried look. "Is...is it bad that I feel such things to a boy?"
"Of course, not, my dear," she pulled the dark-haired teen into a secure hug. It brought great relief to Elijah that his father had the same accepting reaction as his mother. It wasn't long that they began to playfully tease him about his crush. On the outside Elijah seemed upset, but the three of them knew the teen didn't mind, because it was all true. He really cared about that boy. So one day, he finally confessed to the boy that had become his best friend. Although it took hours for him to finally say it, he was so happy that his feelings were returned. He had never felt so happy in his life... But nothing lasts forever...
One day, as the two had been walking together through a forest, Elijah finally decided to come out to his boyfriend of seven months. "[S/o}?"
"Yes, Eli?"
"I'm..." He took in a deep breath before slowly speaking. "I'm grey-aceflux,"
"Wh-what?" Elijah saw tears run down his beloved's face. "You're... You don't... Like me after all?"
"No, that's not what I said!" Elijah panicked when the boy's hand was pulled away from his own. "I-"
"I can't do this!" [S/o] backed up and looked away. "I... I don't want... I don't want to be lied about love..."
"That's not-!"
"I'm sorry, Elijah,"
Elijah felt something inside him shatter that day, and even after two years, he still has yet to recover from the heartache... And he still has yet to let go of his feelings for [S/o]. Seeing his beloved has torn him apart, and he now cries, and often does self-harm and over works himself to ignore his everlasting love for the boy. If he had a chance, he would take back everything he had said that day.

Darling, when I'm fast asleep
I've seen this person watching me
Saying, "Is it worth it? Is it worth it? Tell me, is it worth it?"
Because there is something, and there is nothing
There is nothing in between

Fav. Colour/Shade He's unsure
Fav. Food
Fav. Flower Primrose (Eternal love)
Fav. Animal Swans
Fav. Song A Thousand Years [Christina Perri]
Fav. Movie Refuses to relax
Fav. Book Refuses to relax
Fav. Hobby Uhh... I guess overworking isn't a hobby?

And in my eyes, there is a tiny dancer
Watching over me, he's singing
"She's a, she's a lady, and I am just a boy"
He's singing, "She's a, she's a lady, and I am just a line without a hook"

Habits Self-harm; overworks himself to forget his troubles
Playlist
01 Hopelessly Devoted to You [Glee Cast]
02 Jack's Lament [Danny Elfman]
03 Line Without a Hook [Ricky Montgomery]
04 Love Like You [Caleb Hyles]
05 A Thousand Years [Christina Perri]
Misc. N/A

Baby, I am a wreck when I'm without you
I need you here to stay
I broke all my bones that day I found you
Crying at the lake
Was it something I said to make you feel like you're a burden, oh
And if I could take it all back
I swear that I would pull you from the tide (hide spoiler)]

Awesome!!

Prob should say the same thing for Diego.
Whenever I try to mentally hurt him
I can't
it feels like it's an actual crime
like i'd get arrested for it
like murder