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my impatience is proceeding meeee
maybe i should take nap
i'm half asleep
i pulled an allnigther by accident
i've been awake for 13 hours

If Damian hadn't been red before, he certainly was now, and for multiple reasons, too. The first was from where Valerius had positioned himself. It took half of him to not start whining again to get the physical attention he wanted. He refused to seem demanding. Second came the removal of the captain's coat and top. Damian didn't bother to stop himself from allowing his eyes to slowly take in the magnificent sight in front of him. If his body had the capability to respond to him, Damian would've instantly jumped in to take over. Fourth came the perfect touches that were traced against his waist. The fifth and final reason came from a few simple words.
"Sh-shut up!" He managed to respond, though there wasn't a hint of irritation. Just a shaky voice that was so close to chanting a single name. "Shut up and prove to me that you can the minimum of my expectations," he taunted the male, challenging him, even though he could already tell that this gorgeous man would surpass the said expectations.

I do not like it
But it's something and it can hopefully be fixed at a later date.


"Line without a Hook" by Ricky Montgomery
Template Inspiration Xaxa, Gr33nb34n
Template Birdsong231
Character Birdsong231
Editing Birdsong231
I don't really give a damn about the way you touch me
When we're alone
You can hold my hand if no one's home
Full Name Elijah Zane Sørensen
Name Meanings
Elijah : Biblical : My God is Yahweh
Zane : England : Meaning unknown
Sørensen : Norway : Son of Søren
Nicknames El, Eli, Ella, Ellis
Do you like it when I'm away?
If I went and hurt my body, baby
Would you love me the same?
Gender/Pronouns Male, He/Him/His
Age 17
Birth Date March 18
Sun Sign Pisces
Birth Flowers Daffodil, jonquil
Birthstones Amethyst, moonstone
I can feel all my bones coming back
And I'm craving motion
Mama never really learns how to live by herself
It's a curse
And it's growing
Sexual/Romantic Orientations Grey-aceflux, aroflux
Relationship Status Single, but he never lost his feelings for his previous partner; view history for requirements
Family Katherine Sørensen, mother; Jeremy Sørensen, father
Pets N/A
Friendships N/A
Enemies N/A
Acquaintances N/A
You're a pond and I'm an ocean
Oh, all my emotions
Feel like explosions when you are around
And I've found a way to kill the sounds, oh
Personality Although Elijah is quite clearly a neutral being, stoic, confidential and reserved, has a small artistic streak. He is passionate with what he does, thought he rarely ever shows this side of him. Along with that, he is compassionate, intuitive, modest, perceptive, reliable, sentimental and subtle. Of course, everyone has a darker side to them. His darkness is not one of cruelty or violence. He tends to be anti-social, gloomy and absentminded. He has a bad habit of overworking himself to please the wishes of others. And the most unfortunate part? His love for his ex-partner has dragged him down to unbearable pain, one he can only describe as a never ending fall, like there's no such thing as the ground. He is very self-destructive, and self-restraining.
Likes Being by a lake; remembering his happier days, before the break up; being left alone
Dislikes Being disturbed while he's thinking; questions about himself and/or his opinions; socializing
Weaknesses Seeing and/or talking to S/O
Strengths Silence; combat; leadership(view spoiler)
Fears Disappointing his clan; disappointing his peers; his emotions; S/O finding out he never stopped loving them
Secrets He's never stopped loving S/O; he self-harms; his personal life and true self; his power type
Goals Abandon his feelings for S/O; meet up to his clan's expectations
Personal Quote "If there is a God that cares about me, why have I been put through all of this? Why is He torturing me? What did I do to deserve this pain?"
Oh, baby, I am a wreck when I'm without you
I need you here to stay
I broke all my bones that day I found you
Crying at the lake
Appearance Elijah is a sweet looking young male with pale skin, soft black hair, and blood red eyes. He's a bit short for a male, standing at 5'4", but thankfully he weighs a healthy amount at 157.4 lbs.. He keeps his hair in a messy sort of style, and has a special necklace that he is forced to wear as proof of his right as the next leader of his clan. This, of course, has lead to a lot of stress, and has caused some physical signs of stress. This makes him panic, as he doesn't like the idea of his physical image being tainted by stress, so he keeps a specific routine to avoid those deadly giveaways. In style, he likes to be comfortable, much to his parents dismay. The necklace he ware as proof of his heritage is a deep red, almost as if blood had been crystalized... It is a clan secret as to if the rumors are true or not.
Photos

(view spoiler)
Facial Claim Yoo Hajin
Voice No VC or accent, but it's light and airy, slightly feminine, but just barely.
Hair / Eyes Black; short; soft / Red; black pupils; thin almond shape
Height / Weight 5'4" / 157.4
Skin / Body Light; scarred / Small-ish; slim
Other N/A
Was it something I said to make you feel like you're a burden?
Oh, and if I could take it all back
I swear that I would pull you from the tide
Occupation Heir of the Sørensen clan
Warlock Type Blood
Preferred Weapons Usually himself (Hand-to-hand combat), but he is more than half way to mastering swordsmanship
Skills Swordsmanship; hand-to-hand combat; due to being an heir to his clan, he has had special training, therefore his stats will be a bit unusual for his age.
Baby, I am a wreck when I'm without you
I need you here to stay
I broke all my bones that day I found you
Crying at the lake
Attack 78/100
Defense 71/100
Speed 73/100
Physical Strength 68/100
Reflexes 61/100
Stamina 51/100
Memory 64/100
Swordsmanship 73/100
Was it something I said to make you feel like you're a burden, oh
And if I could take it all back
I swear that I would pull you from the tide
Health Conditions, Disorders, Etc Depression
Allergies N/A?
Languages English
History For as long as he could remember, Elijah's entire life has been planned for him. He's never really had a say in what happens, and when he came out to his parents, they simply looked at each other worriedly. They weren't against it or anything, they just worried about the future of the clan. After all, the only way to produce is with a woman. So they attempted to match him with multiple young women, though none of them caught his attention...until he saw one boy. He had instantly fallen in love with the male's [h/l], [h/c] hair, and their brilliant [e/c] eyes... He had felt as if had walked straight into a dream.
"Mother..." Elijah had asked one evening. "I think... I think I'm in love,"
"Oh?" Katherine looked up at her only son, hoping the interest was female, though she was willing to respect his decision no matter what.
"It's... It's [s/o]... He's just... Oh, God," he lifted his hands to rest over a fluttering over where a heart would've been. "I feel so warm here... I never want to let it go, Mother!" He looked up to the woman with a worried look. "Is...is it bad that I feel such things to a boy?"
"Of course, not, my dear," she pulled the dark-haired teen into a secure hug. It brought great relief to Elijah that his father had the same accepting reaction as his mother. It wasn't long that they began to playfully tease him about his crush. On the outside Elijah seemed upset, but the three of them knew the teen didn't mind, because it was all true. He really cared about that boy. So one day, he finally confessed to the boy that had become his best friend. Although it took hours for him to finally say it, he was so happy that his feelings were returned. He had never felt so happy in his life... But nothing lasts forever...
One day, as the two had been walking together through a forest, Elijah finally decided to come out to his boyfriend of seven months. "[S/o}?"
"Yes, Eli?"
"I'm..." He took in a deep breath before slowly speaking. "I'm grey-aceflux,"
"Wh-what?" Elijah saw tears run down his beloved's face. "You're... You don't... Like me after all?"
"No, that's not what I said!" Elijah panicked when the boy's hand was pulled away from his own. "I-"
"I can't do this!" [S/o] backed up and looked away. "I... I don't want... I don't want to be lied about love..."
"That's not-!"
"I'm sorry, Elijah,"
Elijah felt something inside him shatter that day, and even after two years, he still has yet to recover from the heartache... And he still has yet to let go of his feelings for [S/o]. Seeing his beloved has torn him apart, and he now cries, and often does self-harm and over works himself to ignore his everlasting love for the boy. If he had a chance, he would take back everything he had said that day.
Darling, when I'm fast asleep
I've seen this person watching me
Saying, "Is it worth it? Is it worth it? Tell me, is it worth it?"
Because there is something, and there is nothing
There is nothing in between
Fav. Colour/Shade He's unsure
Fav. Food He's unsure
Fav. Flower Primrose (Eternal love)
Fav. Animal Swans
Fav. Song A Thousand Years [Christina Perri]
Fav. Movie Refuses to relax
Fav. Book Refuses to relax
Fav. Hobby Uhh... I guess
And in my eyes, there is a tiny dancer
Watching over me, he's singing
"She's a, she's a lady, and I am just a boy"
He's singing, "She's a, she's a lady, and I am just a line without a hook"
Habits Self-harm; overworks himself to forget his troubles
Playlist
01 Hopelessly Devoted to You [Glee Cast]
02 Jack's Lament [Danny Elfman]
03 Line Without a Hook [Ricky Montgomery]
04 Love Like You [Caleb Hyles]
05 A Thousand Years [Christina Perri]
Misc. N/A
Baby, I am a wreck when I'm without you
I need you here to stay
I broke all my bones that day I found you
Crying at the lake
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I had fear of blood when it first happened
Always screamed whem I saw it. Pretty sure its because i get seasonal nosebleeds.
It was a bit traumatic for me, even though I already knew it was gonna happen at some point

i hope don't have a medical condition because my ovaries are fuckers that decide to give me a period once a year."
Oh damn, thats not good
My mum and aunt are thinkin i might have a sist or whatever it is
I think ots just the god awful family genes
Every woman on my mum's side have had periods tgat are worse than average
Normally i just cry and try not to scream
But it sometimes gets a whole lot worse
My depo shot is my key to lack of all of that
BUT it clashes with my epilepsy meds. Not as muxh as pill forms, tho.
Also i really do hate typing on my phone-

i despise being female
My emotions are weird (so far none are too far onto the negative side)
I have so many cravings of things thst i CANT HAVE
ALSO THE PAINNN
AMD THE TIREDNESS
AND HIW EASILY ANNOYED I AM
AND MY INCREASED IMPATIENCE
TO PUT IT SIMPLY
it's that special time of the month and I DONT HAVE MY DEPO YET AND I DI NOT APPRECIATE THAT
IM TERRIFIED OF NEEDLES
BUT IF IT KEEPS THE LITERAL UNBEARABLE PAIN AWAY, ILL DO IT
THIS
SUCKS
okie, im done now-

A mix between a gasp and a squeal was what had escaped Damian the second he been freed from his restrictions. He felt a knot in his lower stomach begin to form, and he became even more weak, weaker than he ever had been before. "Hurry," his voice came out slurred. "Please, mon amour," he begged, starving for more of the stimulation. He payed no heed to the phrase that escaped him. His mind was far too clouded in unbearable desire to ponder upon the impulse of saying such, he didn't have a capability to think straight anymore. He could hardly believe how submissive he had become in such a short time span. He could hardly keep himself still. Warmth spread itself across his being. He forgot everything around him, everything that existed. The stress, the hidden loneliness, the mental exhaustion, even how to speak clear enough to make any sense.
Damian grasped onto the Italian's sleeve as a protest against the male's fully clothed self. While hadn't risen his head, he still sent a harsh glare. Be fair, damn it! Before I snap and prove how inferior your physical strength is compared to a demon's.

Damian felt as if he had died a second time and got accepted into heaven. The closeness, the rough treatment, the magical touch... He can't be an ordinary human... A small whine came from him when Valerius had pulled away. Though as for the reason why, the poor red-faced demon-kitsune had his mouth open, ready protest, until he was silenced in a way that he was quite fine with.
Feeling a hand travel beneath the restricting cloth he wore, Damian grew excited and, just once, thrust his hips forward as encouragement. Careful, my dear; trying a demon's patience is a very dangerous game. He couldn't help but allow his own hands to wander, to allow himself to chart a territory he wanted to claim so very badly. I don't want anyone else touching him like this.

and Damian's is adult grape juice-"
THESE TWO IDIOTS GETTI..."
OML YESSSSSSS

and may I mention that this is literally..."
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO