Twist and Kneel

Dance lesson today was about learning a trick that involves the lead twisting the hand of the follower into a downward kneeling position and swinging the follower 360 degrees before she stands up again to continue dancing. 

Twist and kneel, twist and kneel. We repeated the steps over and over and all I was thinking is how to enact that step privately on a victim, or to use it in sync with a aikido move. Then again, I am the follower so all I can do is try to follow and god dam it’s so difficult ! But nevertheless we did almost concluded the class learning that step. 

After much self inflicted masohistic dance training and 14 000 steps on my Mi Band, and a brand new regime to quit coffee to write more hours to avoid a caffeine crash (I think I might fail on quitting coffee), and increasing my exercise schedule to five times a week on this marathon novel month, writing a thousand words a day still isn’t fast enough and I need to up it to a thousand five hundred words a day. 

Don’t know why I am putting myself through all these when life can be easier just consuming and not creating, but the better question would be why aren’t most people creating in their short lifespans. But anyway I just got to do what I can. 

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