It's almost three in the morning and I cannot quite comprehend how things turned in one snap. One second I was trying to forget you, falling back for you the next. I thought I was strong enough to shut you out of my life, forget everything about you and start moving on. But I can't.
All my life, I thought I was like an Alpha. You cannot hurt me, play me, or even get me. But love is a very powerful thing and I fell for it. I can dramatically define it as magical. It turns things you never imagine could be possible. The warm fuzzies and tingling sensations you feel when you talk to him. It was always there, it never left me. And for that I am afraid. Afraid to completely fall with no one to catch me, afraid to engrave painful wounds that would cause scars in my heart again. I love my scars though, my life worked hard for it. The lessons behind those jewels of trials were exceptional, they are the reminder of my many times being strong and my many times being able to face life's tragedies.
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Published on January 30, 2016 23:00