REMAKING MY BED OR THROWING IT OUT:

I’ve used the saying—You’ve made you bed, now you have to lie in it.—many times over the years.  I’ve said it to others and told it to myself.  Today, I realized that it’s a load of crap.

Sure, I made choices and decisions that have placed me where I am right now and I do have to live (lie) with that—For NOW.  It doesn’t mean that I can’t remake my bed or better yet, throw it out and make a new one 

There are some aspects of my life that I like but there are many that I don’t and it’s time to change that.  I, like everyone, have a limited time on this earth and I’ll be damned if I let some decision that I made ten years ago, or five years ago or yesterday determine how I will live now and in the future.

I am taking control over my life.  I understand that on the surface things won’t change overnight, but underneath, inside of me, they’re already different and that’s what counts.