"I.When you’re not here I try to fuckthe sky backwards: with my mouth.I want everything to call me..."

“

I.

When you’re not here I try to fuck

the sky backwards: with my mouth.

I want everything to call me night.

II.

Last night I cut you out

to hear you siren. Wanted the dishes

to turn into broken.

III.

If you weren’t so blue, I said, I’d hollow

your worries out.

IV.

The bath rages like a coward.

If you were here I’d wash your laundry

in my sink, I’d tell you to go home and then

to not go home.

”

- Kallie Falandays “If Morning Never Comes”