Desperation

When you hold me against my will DesperationEach time you turn my no into yesDesperation The black and blue eye that you give me One that I hide carefully behind makeupDesperation Tied to you eternally by invisible chainsThat you lock me with and throw away the keyDesperation Deafening silence greets me day and night, stifling my thoughts 
Sophistication I don, a charming smile on my face Glossy lips, lustrous hair, a svelte figureThey look at me in envy; she has it allThey don't see the pain behind my smileThe scars on my soul, the bruises on my bodyMy silence is my armor, the words I form are mute on my lips I want to scream my lungs out, but you know that I won't For I will always belong to youJust like another one of your possessions Sometimes I curse myself, for it's my desperation too...