Good Days and Bad

Hello there!

Just dropping by to say I hope everyone is having a good day. I am or at least I’m trying to. The sun is trying to fight its way out from behind the clouds. I plan on soaking up some rays in a bit. I’ve been trying to stay more calm and be more loving; especially with the situation I am in.

Yesterday (Sunday), I had a wonderful day! I was blessed to spend some time with my mother. Alex was helping my daughter and her boyfriend from out of their apartment. I was dropped off at Mom’s. She and I laughed and talked. By the time Alex came to pick me up, I felt absolutely wonderful. I always have loved spending time with Mom. I just love her sense of humor.

Saturday was not a good day for me at all. It was one of the worst. The weather was lousy. Rainy and cloudy all day. The time also changed. I cried pretty much of the day. Poor Alex. He didn’t know what to do to help me. It seemed like everything little nonsense thing triggered me to cry. I survived it and so did Alex.

The time change is the worst! It gets dark now way too early! Bless Alex, though. He bought me a couple of those lights that are supposed to be extra bright. Almost like daylight. With those lights, I actually feel like sewing again. As you can see, I’m trying to get back into writing. Baby steps is what I keep telling myself.

The last two mornings, I have not had coffee. I think I’m doing alright without it. I drink cranberry juice or tea.

I have been writing in my journal almost every day. I have been asking God for his help and strength to get through this. With a wonderful husband and wonderful friends and my loving mother, I know I can kick this.

Well, I can feel the warmth of the sun through the window. Sounds like it’s calling my name.

Have a blessed filled day!

Laurie Jackson

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