Good-Bye To my Jessie!

There is something in knowing when to let go of our children and loved ones. We have to live and face the death that we will all come to in the reality of accepting,( I didn’t say; “liking”) that God loves us and our children more than we ever could image. Logan’s video expresses this in the simplest and most humble form, the love of a farm animal, God’s love for us, but above all else that loss is always the common denominator.

We can’t lash others to us, nor can we anchor ourselves to another human being or a post to prevent us from danger or death. As my daughter, Jessie leave tomorrow morning on 10/7/2015 alone on a trip to an unknown place, unknown culture and putting all her faith and trust into a brief experience with another human being as the move of happiness and hope of happiness. I HAVE TO LET GO! I have to force my self to remember that as her mother, I can save her from everything in this life, but herself. That God loves her more than me and no longer does she belong to me, that was only for a short time while I did the best job I knew how to at the time through growing year. Over to Him (God) is where she belongs know, no longer to me does she have to answer, but to her Father and Mother in Heaven to whom she like all of us have to give an account of her life too.

So, I am left now only to pray and cry out to Him, to open whatever blinders on her eyes that need to be removed and for His Holy Spirit to convict and direct her paths. God Bless you my dear little one, Jessie, whom God knows and loves better than I.