Impending doom.There are several people I can party with....

Impending doom.

There are several people I can party with. Several people I can get high with. Several people I can go out with, have coffee with, have fun with.

But there is no one,
there is no one I can call in the middle of the night to say I am thinking about killing myself for the nth time this year, there is no one I can call at 4PM to say I got too high again and my legs won’t stop shaking. No one I can call at lunch to say I am this close to doing cocaine. No one I can call in the mornin...