So here’s a thing: I have this other fandom that I cheat on Sherlock with, over on Quiz Up, lol. The...

So here’s a thing: 

I have this other fandom that I cheat on Sherlock with, over on Quiz Up, lol. The people are really nice and I have fun over there. The guy who’s the best in the world in my category has a definite crush on me, which took me awhile to realise, and at first I was upset. I’m over there to play the game and make friends - it’s not tinder and I’m not looking, and if I were, it wouldn’t be there that I’d be looking. I didn’t realise that he had a thing for me when he recruited me for his team in a tournament, and when I figured it out, I was so disappointed because I thought that was the only reason he’d asked me. Now I don’t think it is; I’ve proven myself as a player there. It says something that my first reaction to realising his crush was to be disappointed though, you know? Then I thought, wait a second, we’re both huge geeks playing a geeky game that we’re both really good at, and he hasn’t been at all creepy to me, crush or otherwise, so - why am I freaking out about this? What if he’s actually the love of my life? (One never knows, lol!) Why not give him a chance? Life is strange. I’m not entirely sure what to think of this. Being female is hard. Lol.