“Lord, I’m On “E”…Can I Get a Refill…Fulfilled?” Blog Series Part 23
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Great spirits have always encountered violent opposition from mediocre minds. – A. Einstein
Get Up
I’ve always had a love affair with that particular quote. Yesterday, while doing some organizing I came across my favorite quote again. As I looked at it, a higher level of awareness sang out a deeper meaning than I’d ever recognized in the past.
See, at this time I was in a state of transition renting rooms from friends; grateful yet mentally dissatisfied with where I was in life. I would have wars in my mind between my rational thoughts and my irrational thoughts. Some days I was mentally ready to take on the world and other days, I was ready to quit. My thoughts would swing on this pendulum from fighting for my life to fighting my life all the while affecting my emotions. Sometimes I would call on my resources and share what I was feeling while other times I would retreat within and isolate myself to deal with my inner self.
Realizing we are spiritual beings, we each have a Great Spirit within us crying out for a well-lived life without fear, without compromise, without limitation. You recognize that deep inner desire, don’t you? It’s greatness is specific to you and your desires, mine is specific to me and my desires. Initially, our spirit is always battling opposition from the opinions of others, media, peer pressure, and family obligations. Then I realized that there is more.
Just like that, a flash of insight revealed something I had never seen before. My Great Spirit has encountered violent opposition from my own mediocre mind! I was stunned with this insight. Our mind is a tool for the body and for the spirit. Identifying ourselves with the mind we entrap ourselves and the spirit becomes enmeshed in a battle for freedom! Wow! What a revelation I realized as I became aware of the mediocrity of my choices based upon my mistakes, my lame-brained thoughts of defeatism, poor self-esteem, bad-hair days and so on.
All of a sudden, I see that I won’t rely solely on the thoughts and opinions of others. I won’t rely on the intellectual capacity of my mind, the same mind and intellect that can offer up rational excuses to not achieve just as easily as it can offer up excellent reasons to go for the gold. This is also the same mind that can perpetuate the emotional state of despair so the emotions will further feed the negativity of the mind. It is such a trap. The mind, in all of its intellectual prowress is mediocre on its own.
Here on in, I will engage in spiritual awareness, having command over the mind and the emotions. The spiritual awareness will harness these tools, the mind and emotions, and the Great Spirit within will inspire action and achievement like never before!
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