Y Cant Erik Rite? Part m of n.

Erik cant rite motherfucking pirates becuz there is no foocher in an aventure story wit that much cussin.
Erik cant rite hare water becoz he dont rite YA.
Erik cant rite child in his sword bcuz he doznt no how to rite it rite.

And now bullshit is out of the way.  The only one that has real issues is the last one.  The Child in His Sword pretty much needs a protagonist rebuild, and really, that's not as bad as it sounds. 

I am afraid of committing to any of these stories.  I hadn't realized it, but two years making the great gallumphing, trunk bound mess that was Prominence has me afraid to throwing another 120K after something that never comes together for me.  I'm scared.  I'm shivering with fear.  It's a miracle that I retain bladder control when I open a document. 

I might be afraid of succeeding, too, but I can't fathom why.  Okay, I kind of can, but not so well I can put it into words.

Maybe knowing this will be what I need.