the awkward place that is my brain

I'm at that awkward place where there is what I should be doing... and my brain is saying nuh uh. I finished Tulip, but the beta and I think it might need another scene, and then the way it was constructed means it needs a second half from a different POV. But then I think all the other story ideas I have floating around and I want to do them all and also none of them. Those writer feels. Winter Prince? This vague sex chat/Cinderella ish story? The rake and the lamb?--which involves neither a true rake or a true lamb and miiiight take place in the same universe as the dancer story I was compelled to do a month ago.

Did I tell people about that? I randomly had this MIGHTY NEED to write about a somewhat broken, not as fragile as he seems Chico (that's a Portuguese Chico, not a Spanish one) and a flirty dance teacher. So that happened. And Dreamspinner decided they liked it. So it's working title was Dancing Lessons and it's novella length, and should be coming out next year. January, I think?

Yay! Even if I don't really know where that story came from. (I'll find out later. I always do. The stories are in better touch with my emotions than I am)

In the meantime, The Firebird and Other Stories, the book of Beings shorts is out in September, I believe. Maybe late August, but I don't think so. The editing is done. Waiting on the cover (dying) and the final inspection. I've been debating doing a playlist or something for it, but many of the music/playlist services, um, suck, so I don't know. I just wanna talk about itttt and I can't yet. It's agony I tell you.

And then um, someone asked about Zoe, from Little Wolf. Over on tumblr I get questions sometimes about Charlie and Will, or Wicklow and Rhoades, or Amelia and Pilar (or Louis and Amelia, or Louis and Amelia and Pilar), but not Zoe. And it was funny, because my beta and I were just talking about Zoe meeting her mate. And the resulting discussion on tumblr about the lack of lady werewolves, plus a general agreement that Zoe is adorable, gave me thoughts.

So, since LJ doesn't allow long story posts anymore, I had to go the AO3 route, for now anyway...I wrote a story about Zoe meeting her mate. (It probably needs a thorough edit, but for now I am tired and pleased with myself for finishing it.)

A Mate of One's Own

Behold! There be f/f ahead!

I really do need to make a timeline or something for all the Beings. Because it takes so long for them get published after I write them that I always assume people have all the background on things when you don't. Like, um, there is some debate within the werewolf world that perhaps their commonly held beliefs about matings are incorrect. But I suppose you have to meet Diego for that.

That's a theme in the Beings stories anyway, I suppose. Poor confused babies. I just want all the little stories of them. All the arrogant, unthinking fairies and grumpity dragons and amnesiac werewolves and reluctant seers and trolls so fucking in love with you, Flor, how do you not see how in love with you he is aaahhhhh.

But getting me to focus on any of that right now? Poo.
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Published on July 29, 2015 22:21
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message 1: by Achim (new)

Achim Thx for granting a view on your writer feels. Seems like they're directly flowing into your stories. Maybe that's what makes them so unique.

Still struggling with following your tumblr - have that issue with all tumblr that do not mainly collect pictures (I even have a hard time following my favorite graphic novels there which is really bad). So now I have to find you on AO3?

Hm, a Cinderella'ish story?! I'm too much into fairytale to ignore that comment :) Now I'm wondering what a R. Cooper fairytale would feel like ... guess you meant using the Cinderella idea not the fairytale style but that doesn't matter, it still got my mind working and now I'm going to relax on my couch and dream along that line.


message 2: by R. (new)

R. The only fairy tale I currently have in mind is something (not Beings related, an actual fairy tale) but I'm not sure how to tell it yet, because fairy tales are sort of distant in tone, and I don't want that. But basically it's about a prince who foolishly gives his heart away, and has to go on a quest to get it back. :)


message 3: by Achim (new)

Achim R. wrote: "The only fairy tale I currently have in mind is something (not Beings related, an actual fairy tale) but I'm not sure how to tell it yet, because fairy tales are sort of distant in tone, and I don'..."

Agreed, fairy tales are sort of distant in tone and therefore completely different to the captivating directness of most of your stories and I enjoy both (although there are not that much M/M fairy tales I really enjoy and most are short ones while I enjoyed all of your stories so far) but as it is with me and such opposites: wondering if there's a way to combine the best of both and what the result might look like, just a nerdy game my mind likes to play sometimes :)


message 4: by R. (new)

R. This kinda convinced me to take another look at Winter Prince. I might poke at that a bit. We'll see what happens. :)


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