It's Getting Real!

It’s Friday. Tomorrow is the 4th of July, or, as I know it, the national holiday most likely to give me a headache. It has for the past five years. I would LOVE it if I could break that streak, but I don’t think I have that level of luck. No matter. I will be in bed tomorrow night by 11 pm, according to my rules, and, headache or no, I will get up at 8 am and start writing and dig into this new schedule.

I write that and I believe that, but it just does not quite feel real yet. Am I the only one who goes through this? Whenever I have a big event coming into my life, I sort of disconnect from it in order to prepare for it. I’m not sure why, but I go around in sort of a daze. When the event arrives, I wake up, but until then, I feel like like I’m in some sort of a trance. I’m choosing to take this as a good sign. Two days to go, until I retreat.