To Diet or Not To Diet--That is the Question

Hey all,
I'm on a diet.  And I hate diets.  But I hate feeling fat and unhealthy more. And I'm pissed.  Furious because I let myself get this way when I know better.  Been in this place once before and SWORE I'd not do it again.  I hate it when I lie to myself! 
(Now, before we go any further, let me give this disclaimer.  I'm talking about me.  Only me.  I'm not dissing others that may be overweight.  I'm ONLY talking about me and how I feel. &...