"I’m trying to forgive youfor everything you had promisedbut never kept. I’m trying butit’s..."

“I’m trying to forgive you

for everything you had promised

but never kept. I’m trying but

it’s starting to weigh me down.

I’m trying to forgive myself

for putting my expectations

inside of someone who only

knows how to please themselves

but lately my own apologizes

don’t seem to do the trick.

I’m trying to forgive everyone

who has ever said that they

loved me but only gave me

false hope and tainted memories

in the end. I’m trying to forgive

you, myself and everyone else

but I don’t know how many more

apologizes and chances

I have left inside of me.”

- “Are you really sorry?” - CB