Testing My Limits by Scaring Myself
One of the things about my Big Plans for 2011 is that I'm doing something I haven't done in a while: I'm testing my limits.
I pushed against my limits–some–back in November when I participated in Nanowrimo. Not in the number of words I targeted each day (only 2000), but in writing every day, seven days a week. I know that's a limit, BTW. I learned it back in 2006 during A Short Story a Day. I can write every day … but not forever. 5-6 days a week is a better schedule for extended durations. And, really, for 2011, I'm hoping to be able to hit my goals in 4-5 days each week. I like doing (and need to do) "something different" on weekends. Call it a self-employment survival tactic (almost as important as having a good desk chair).


Completing six novels is the more scary goal for me. I have my current project outlined to completion. And another non-linear-story-structure horror novel, as well, plotted from beginning to end. And that's it, so far. I have started plotting a tween girl paranormal novel, one that will be the first in a series, but I'm a long way from having the characters, setting and first story properly planned and ready to go. I expect I will have to write the non-linear horror novel this year simply because I'll need something to work on, but I want to work on the tween novel after I finish my current project. So I need to get that one ready.
That's 3 novels, leaving 3 more I'll have to plot out and, more importantly, finish in 2011. That's a bit of the somewhat scary part. I haven't worked on a novel from start to finish without some kind of gap (sometimes a long gap) since I finished The Summoning Fire. The Girl Who Ran With Horses got stalled due to self doubt for over 18 months. My current project got stalled for 3 years. Not so much from self doubt that time. I just had expected it to be a much quicker project, and I was in the middle of working on The Journal 5 and needed that to get done first. Anyway, I see working on a novel from beginning to end, nonstop, as the challenging part. Something I need to prove I can do again. And prove it five times in the new year. I expect that will be fun too. Much like riding in a rickety, wooden antique rollercoaster with worn out seat restraints is fun.

I haven't challenged myself this significantly since I launched A Short Story a Day. I'm excited. I get to see what I'm capable of.
-David
Published on December 23, 2010 08:46
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