Until Now

Until now you have been unable to do something you wanted to do.  Until now you have failed.  Why is that?  What have you been telling yourself until now?  Who have you been blaming your lack upon until now?  What has to change before you stop saying “until now?”  If the answer to this question focuses on someone outside of yourself, then prepare yourself to continue saying, “until now.”  If you are willing to look deeply at your thoughts and actions and make a change, then you are ready to adopt a new phrase, looking at the past as you say:  “until then.”  And now?  And now the fun begins.