what do you live for?

(Inspired by my students. Inspired by the writers who don’t even know they are writers, until they write.)


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I live for that line. The combination of words that, when placed together, shake and stir minds. Knowing words are already there, waiting and breathing. Bones breaking and forming until. Until I pluck them from books or mouths and create a combination that unlocks everything.


I live for the moment all my veins and twists make sense to me. The moment my body speaks back in a dialect I can finally understand.


I live for my father, who never closed his door to me, even when I was at my worst.


I live for the book I haven’t read yet.


I live for the books I haven’t written yet.


I live for the moments I have yet to experience. And the art I’ve yet to see. And the border crossings I’ve yet to cross.


I live for my passport, which one day I will fill up.


I live to free the parts of me I have put on hold. To give them time and space to speak up. To give my body and mind a chance to re-introduce itself.


Yeah. I live for that.


Filed under: WRITING | rambles Tagged: "aimee herman", boy, gratitude, life, meant to wake up feeling, poetry, queer body, travel, what to live for
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Published on May 15, 2015 00:23
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