"They tell me that I don’t need anyoneto be complete, to be happy, to knowwhat I want and who I..."

“They tell me that I don’t need anyone

to be complete, to be happy, to know

what I want and who I want to become.

They think it’s pathetic that I love so hard,

so throughly, with so much of me

that at times others can’t tell if I am

living for myself. They say that independence

is alone, independence is living for you

and saying fuck off to everyone else.

Saying I don’t need anyone

but me, myself and I.

But what they don’t know is that

I have been strolling down

independence lane for years now

and I’ve felt every emotion

that one can feel and now all I want

is him. I want to share those feelings

of bliss and darkness with him

and want to suck him off in his bedroom,

in my car, in my parents living room

when everyone is asleep.

So fuck off to anyone who tells me

that being in love and yearning

for the presence of another is pathetic,

dependent and toxic.

I have spent so much of my time inhaling

independence that I think I should

give something else another try.”

- “to the anon who said that my being in love is pathetic, dependent and toxic,“