The Waiter

 

The waiter turns the cup around,

a habit, bred from suspicion

that somewhere, someone else

was watching, waiting

He waits, he smiles,

anticipates, but never sees it coming,

someone has it in for him

but he prefers to leave them wanting

Desire, he feels, from memory,

and previous experience,

leaves nothing but an empty space,

a sensation, bitter tasting

He savours all encounters,

with hope and trepidation,

that service and delivery

are met with appreciative generosity

Grateful for the chance to work,

to pay his rent and life’s expenses,

so he can serve his other needs

recording all his observations

Of people and their foibles

jealousies, hates, vindictive squabbles,

joking through the pain of daily troubles;

some take pleasure from the agony of others

So one man’s pain

becomes another’s pleasure,

only see him to fulfil his function,

blind to him standing at the junction

Where he’s between two lives

and neither meet, nor look him in the eyes

his existence means as much to them

as a beggar in the street