The Absence Of Love Yields Hate

Comingle on the corner doorstep Fate sleeps late at the abyss Rancid denial of Beelzebub Waltzes through my brain Rotting flesh of my bones Insane in my tomb. Cell phone rings abruptlyDisrupts me, tear open envelopeDesires, hurts, anger, fear, lust animates me. She sent outdated informationOn purpose to distract meLife turned to dustParked on side streets Lost causes, and dust Doubt and drivel hammered in mistrust. Places fraught, caught naked Imagination outrun by freedom cause reductions in usable space. Distraught and overwroughtEnervated and prostratedFreedom overrides meSeek relief, use a cast iron weightKnock some sense into my headWhack me into oblivionAll the accusations are trueGuilty as chargedAgree there’s demise in societyRefuse to confessTurn to empty unpaid banksPaid in full with retributionNo balance leftEvil can not be undoneLove will not be outrunEvil never lets goLove cannot be undoneEvil cannot be out runLove refuses to be undoneQuestions answer questionsDriven to distractionSessions single suppressionsDeny any ism is my obsessionDenial analogous to confession
Love's absence insures hate's continuation




*  This time of year drives me to be sad and thoughtful. That combined with all the daily chores and bullshit makes me mad, because I freedom lives in my heart yet I remain prisoner to society too. 
You know how yelp and google are supposed to let you express yourself about any business? Well it's absolutely a farce. Google reviews censored my recent review of Candle Cafe West. Yelp censored my review of a outpatient mental health clinic. This is very disappointing. After Yelp removed my review - they removed all the other reviews of The Post Graduate Mental Health Clinic. 

What does this have to do with my poem? I don't know.
I do know the drive to be free drives me to write as it does to think, consider and design. I write and write and write. It is what writers do. I also do many other things to express myself. I design jewelry, designed my apartment makeover myself, I crochet hats (haven't done knitting in a while) paint, draw and take interesting photos plus, most importantly, I do my rants and raves and poetry. 
You know how yelp and google are supposed to let you express yourself about any business? Well it's absolutely a farce. Google reviews censored my recent review of Candle Cafe West. Yelp censored my review of a outpatient mental health clinic. 

Happy holidays and love to all