Tell us about the panic button in your back pocket, and the time your surgeon hands shook

Tell them about how you had to leave yourself open on that table. Tell them about how you let him touch inside of you. Tell them about when he had his hands inside of your chest. Tell them when he shook his head and decided he didn’t want any of it. Tell them how it hurt. Tell them how he stitched you up wrong and you had to take those surgeon hands and make yourself new again. Tell them that you loved him. Tell them how that had never mattered.