I think it’s so much worse to lose someone after you learn the little things that they do that...

I think it’s so much worse to lose someone after you learn the little things that they do that are very intrinsically them. Like taking way too much sugar in their tea, or setting their beard on fire smoking a cigarette, or turning into a child when eating cookies at 1AM and suddenly it’s like you didn’t just lose a person, you lost everything else that came with them and then the grief over that just keeps going and going and going