"On your knees. pray to the Gods with your floodgate of a heart thrown wide openhands up, head..."

“On your knees.

pray to the Gods with your floodgate of a heart

thrown wide open

hands up, head bent

back of your neck like an unholy offering

repeat after me:

‘Absolve me for the ways that I loved him,

full, wanting and endlessly brimming

give me the strength to keep on.

I am not sorry. I am not sorry.’”

- Azra.T “And if they don’t let me into heaven, I will kiss you in the dark.”