"I can’t help but to wonderhow our lives would have turnedout if you would have stayedand if..."

“I can’t help but to wonder

how our lives would have turned

out if you would have stayed

and if I wouldn’t have given up

so easily. I wonder if we would

still be together, if we would be

as in love as I thought we

once were. There are so many

things that we did wrong

when it came to loving

one another. There were so

many things that we

should have done but never

could summon up the courage

and the pride to do. It was

always about who was right

and never about seeing

each others side of the story.

It was always about

blaming someone other than

ourselves instead of

just admitting to our faults,

to our mistakes, to our reasons

of doing the things that we did

when all we wanted was

understanding. There are so many

things that I wish I would have

told you or that I wish I would

have done when you were

beside me. But now that our love

has ended and our truth has

finally revealed itself to us,

I am finally starting to see

that maybe you were not

the only one in the wrong.”

- "There are so many things we could have, should have and would have done," - Colleen Brown