"I’m done fighting with you over things that are out of my control. Whether it be the weather, the..."

“I’m done fighting with you over things that are out of my control. Whether it be the weather, the way others speak to me without being spoken to first, and even the way I love too many without receiving their love in return. There is always something that I am doing wrong. It’s always something that I should have done but never had the strength to do. When you left it broke me but it also fueled my confidence. I no longer had to answer to someone who only could push my faults in my face; flaws that I’ve long known that have been building themselves up inside of me. I never could do anything right when we were together. I either gave you too much or not enough, and there was never a medium, never an okay moment. It was always something. And I know that after you read this, which you will, you will find more reasons to why it’s a good thing that you’re moving on, and how I am selfish for saying this indirectly. But I don’t care because I’ve spent too much of my time censoring my mouth and warning my hands about what’s right and what’s wrong. This is my truth, my feelings, my how I see it. This is about you, yes, but more importantly this is about getting it out. This is about not hiding anymore and making it clear that I was not the only one at fault when it comes to our end. But still, as always, you’ll find a way to turn the table, point the finger, make this about my defaults, my sins, my mistakes that I thought I could trust you with keeping. But when it comes to being right it doesn’t matter about trust, or about secrets. Because if you can make yourself out to be someone who did nothing wrong, who only fought, who tried until there was nothing left, you would tell the world, my family, my enemies, everything that I wanted to stay between you and I.”

- "It’s not about who is right anymore to you, it’s about revenge," - Colleen Brown (via mostlyfiction)