Waking Up Alive ( #OctPoWriMo2014)

I was hoping to wake up aliveBecause all I did was indulge in youI inject you into my veins like sugar in a needleBut all I can do is lie here
On my backStaring at the ceiling with cracks in itThey said you would be sweetThey said you'd be kind
This was supposed to be easyBut it seems it was easier years agoWhen I was youngerAnd this was new
The older it gets, the more I needYou're my favorite piece of candyAfter taste and all...Maybe tomorrow I'll wake up alive...