353 - Not fit to try

"How do you know?" Chevenga asked me. "You've tried?"  I still wasn't looking at him but I opened my eyes when I heard Gannara draw in a deep breath.  He knew.
 "Kyash, that's true," Gan said. "You are."
"I don't… I can't…" I turned my eyes to Chevenga whose expression was growing concerned.  I could feel the heat in my face.  I gulped and tried again.  "…perform."
And of course, being Yeoli,