I’ve been waiting for you,for this moment of vulnerabilitywhere everything that camebefore...

I’ve been waiting for you,

for this moment of vulnerability

where everything that came

before you was just a way

to test my strength for the

real thing. And you are

the real thing. You are the

feeling right after you smoke

a cigarette when you haven’t

given in to the addiction for days.

You are what I’ve been

looking for without any idea

of where it is exactly

that I am supposed to end up.

But I found you. And now

I finally know why I’ve been

told so many times to be patient,

and to keep holding on

even when my hands are

begging me to let go.