I am trying to think of ways that I can get you back without having to admit that I was the one who...

I am trying to think of ways that I can
get you back without having to admit 
that I was the one who chased you
away in the first place. But all that I
end up with are unknown reasons
of my cruelty, and even more proof
that I was always the one who took
our time and your love for granted.