pain and memory

I can try to empathize, Dave, but I don't go that deeply into my own memories.  I think I have unverbalized cognitive strategies that block off some parts of my past.  I do remember having depressive episodes and panic attacks that once seemed inescapable. But through whatever coping mechanisms the body and mind bring to bear, I've learned to put one foot in front of the other and push on, and look forward to the places I'm going to.

I would characterize myself as very much at peace with my world, which may just be an artifact of the ageing mind.  And the company of a sympathetic companion.  Whatever, I wish I could share the peace with you.  Everyone should have the gift of waking up ready to take on the world.

Joe