"I want to tell her that it’s okay,that I know we all make mistakesand say things when..."

“I want to tell her that it’s okay,

that I know we all make mistakes

and say things when nothing

seems like it’s fair. I want to

tell her that I am sorry, because

I am, and I’m not just saying

that because I know I was

the one who left before

she could even notice that time

had moved past her. I want

to tell her that I’ll always be

holding on, even when she has

finally convinced herself that

she should let go. I want to tell

her that I didn’t mean to

push her away so quickly,

and that she really did deserve

a proper goodbye. I want to

tell her that my biggest regrets

are always the ones when I

didn’t think things through.

I want to tell her that I still

think of her, and that I never

really stopped. I want to tell her

that I will always love her,

and I still love her. But if she

still doesn’t know that already,

and if she never really did,

then I want to tell her

that she never really

knew me at all.”

- "I want to tell her that I am still not ready to say goodbye," - Colleen Brown