V is for Vacillate

What a perfectly inadequate word to describe what goes on in my mind. Even now, as I write this, I am vacillating about what I want to say.  I feel as though I am talking to friends when I blog as I think most of the readers are other authors or fans, but...really, what if?  How intimate should I be, although the GTO and soaking post were pretty intimate, still,  I could get a whole lot more intimate if I choose to.  But should I, that's really the question and if I do, who will actually read it and think, wow, she's pretty perverted for an old babe who has been married for like 100 years...

I had this old boss, well he wasn't really old, just my old boss, the one I had last, before I retired.  I guess he was kinda old, if you're young you would think so.  Anyway, at first I thought he was an arrogant jerk.  Then as I got to know him better I thought he was sorta cool, sometimes, but still had his jerky moments.  As time went on I actually came to like the guy, mostly, when he wasn't pissing me off.  We had big, huge fights about stupid stuff, like ketchup.  It was a good day if I could make him put his hands in his hair (he didn't have much) and pull it as he yelled, "Why are you doing this to me?" 

See, I think the basic problem was he wasn't used to smart women. Not that the other women  who worked there were dumb, they weren't, but I don't think he knew how to argue with someone like me.  Someone who thinks everything over from every angle, vacillating until I make a decision, and is also quick on the draw, verbally.  He once told me I was about the best he'd every run across as far as making excuses.  I said, they aren't excuses, they are the rational for why I did, whatever.  I told him to spend five minutes in my head and he'd run screaming from the building.  I missed him when I retired.  It's kinda fun to argue with someone who can't slap my ass, lol.

Writing causes me to vacillate constantly.  Is this spank worthy? Should it be over the clothes?  On the panties? On the bare?  Does the severity constitute an implement or just the hand?  What should said implement be? Hairbrush, wooden spoon, ruler...?   Should she fight and kick or just accept her punishment?  Or maybe...she can talk her way out of it?  Naw, she'll think he's a wimp, or maybe not, maybe she'll respect him for admitting he almost made a mistake in spanking her for something that really wasn't her fault.  But was it her fault?  Holy crap, just shut up already! Wow, only four more days to go in the blog challenge!  Stop by and visit some of the other bloggers before it's too late.
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