Candles

I am working on revisions with the novel printed on paper.Moving slowly with my mortgage work, daughter hadcar accident yesterday, son has wisdom teeth out tomorrow,and all the surprises life brings.Eating mostly organic vegetables from my garden.Feeling mooopy - yes spelled correctly and pronouncedwith that moody soupy sound.Hoping my writing is clear, hoping it's not blindly written by candelight.This work in progress is structured differently.Perhaps the darkness in the Great Drought (the settingof the novel) is getting in through cracks in the rafters. Lighting a candle to find my way. Anyone volunteer to be a beta reader?Any answer would cheer my soul...Do you doubt yourself in process?