this just happened:

"Congratulations on submitting your e-book!

Soon, readers around the world can buy your book and experience your content, your story. Be proud of this accomplishment — it’s no easy task to write and publish a book, but you just did it. Way to go, writer!”

i am streaming tears over a smile i can’t close.

my heart.
my heart.
my heart.

i had no idea i would freak out so hard.  i’m by myself in the library.  well, not really by myself.  there’s an old man that can’t stop coughing, on the computer in front of mine, and there’s a mother next to me, with a baby in her lap.  there are kids running around and librarians returning books to shelves, and the love in my heart is so full. 

i’m not actually alone.

because besides doing this for and with Marc and Lacie, who i love so deeply i feel it in my freezing fingers and all through my chest -

truelove is in my heart too.

i could not ask for a better partner in life, in love, and in work that is love to me, than the one i’ve had in this project and so many others.

je suis nee pour elle aimer.

i love you with all my heart, babyblue.

thank you so much for this moment.

i can’t wait for so many more.