I am not surprised that this is how things between us turned out. That you were the onewho left even...

I am not surprised that this is how things 
between us turned out. That you were the one
who left even before fulfilling all of the
promises you made to me when you were
full of hope for what our future seemed like,
and how it could be. I should have always 
been expecting this. I shouldn’t have been 
shocked by your sudden absence, or your lack 
of consideration to even give me a proper goodbye.
And I deserved a sincere explanation on
how exactly you were able to leave without
a hint of remorse. So now I am left alone
with all of these memories on how it could
have been if you would have just stayed,
and how your love for me was not strong enough
to fight against those trying times
that you always said that we could get through
if we never surrendered to what it was
that was trying so hard to pull us apart.