For the longest time I’ve been going over in my head on whatI did to you that was bad enoughto...

For the longest time I’ve been
going over in my head on what
I did to you that was bad enough
to make you stay away for good.
But every time I go back 
to all of the memories of when 
you and I were together, I cannot
find anything that I may have said,
or any action that I have performed
that could have been the reason
to make you leave without warning.
And no matter how long I revise
our time together for, I end up with
nothing to prove that your
disappearance was necessary.
So I guess with this useless
information, I should just take it in
and use it as the goodbye
that you never had the decency
to give to me yourself.