I don't want to live anymore

But your body does. Even if your mind doesn’t. It wants you to keep experiencing, to keep growing, to keep going. It doesn’t want you to give on it. It doesn’t want to see you beaten down, broken down, and anything that is beneath what you deserve. Which what you deserve is a lot. A whole lot. A lot more than you can understand at this exact moment in time. Time does things like this to us. It sometimes makes us believe that this is the end, but it isn’t. Your end is not here yet. Your end is not ready, and I wish you would consider your end before you make the choice for it. You are strong. Stronger than you could ever possibly know. And I wish you knew because if you would know you would never second guess it again. I don’t know you, but I love you, and love will keep you going. It will push you through these trying times. And trust me, love, they are really trying. So give it a chance. Give yourself a chance. You deserve it. You deserve more. Your precious and fragile body deserves more. Keep holding on. It will be worth it if you do. I promise.