“Zzyzx Rd.” by Stone Sour

Back in December 2013, I noted that I wanted to change directions as far as my writing was concerned. I had some things to wrap up and see to completion, and now that everything’s as well taken care of as possible I believe I can step away for a while without anyone having a nervous breakdown. I will be reachable on social media until May 5th. If you need me for anything, catch me before then. After Cinco de Mayo, I will go completely dark, and do not know when I will return. During this time, I will not be posting reviews or updates on what I’m reading, nor will I be doing promos for any of my published material. All that can wait until my return. I’ll post an official “Goodbye For Now” before I vanish on May 6th that will detail what you can expect from me when I return.

I think this song covers well enough the last several months of my life on the internet, and it just so happens to start with Z, so I can close out my A to Z Blogging Challenge with it as well. Don’t you just love it when stuff comes together all wrapped up nice and neat with a bow on top? I know I do.

Until next time…

E.

“Zzyzx Rd.” by Stone Sour

I don’t know how else to put this

It’s taken me so long to do this

I’m falling asleep and I can’t see straight

My muscles feel like a melee

My body’s curled in a U-shape

I put on my best but I’m still afraid

Propped up by lies and promises

Saving my place as life forgets

Maybe its time I saw the world

I’m only here for a while

But patience is not my style

And I’m so tired that I gotta go

What am I supposed to hide now?

What am I suppose to do?

Did you really think I wouldn’t see this through

Tell me I should stick around for you

Tell me I could have it all

I’m still too tired to care and I gotta go

I get to go home in one week

But I leaving home in three weeks

They throw me a bone just to pick me dry

I’m following suit and directions

I crawl up inside for protection

I’m told what to do and I don’t know why

I’m over existing in limbo

I’m over the myths and placebos

I don’t really mind if I just fade away

I’m ready to live with my family

I’m ready to die in obscurity

‘Cause I’m so tired that I gotta go

Where am I supposed to hide now?

What am I suppose to do?

You still don’t think I’m going see this through

Tell me I’m a part of history

Tell me I can have it all

I’m still to tired to care and I gotta go

Oh yeah

Oh yeah yeah yeah yeah.

Still too tired to care and I gotta go

Still too tired to care and I gotta go

Still too tired to care and I gotta go

Yeah, yeah

Still to tired to care and I gotta go

Go home

Still to tired to care and I gotta go

Yeah yeah

Still to tired to care and I gotta go