Am I the only one?

So, I have this really annoying habit in writing. The ending is always something I've planned before, and it's kinda bitter but not too sad...

And I always ended up re-writing the ending. EVERYTIME.

Like I try to make myself unhappy.

But I am satisfied.

But not happy.

Damn. Am I the only one who re-write something like 5 to 10 times because I don't get the vibe tingling in my belly?

So weird.