Resolution

So far, one day into my new decision, the resolution to remain in a contented space called, “Happiness” or “Joy” is holding firm. I take it as a wonderful sign of progress that my choice to be cheerful remains solid, and even vindicated, by the vicissitudes of the last couple of days: Good news – spectacular endorsements – on the one hand, frustrating delays and misunderstandings on the other. Yet I see more clearly than ever, that none of what happens outside me, need affect my choices to live fully and comfortably with a decision – a definite resolution – to be optimistic. I can feel God saying, “I’m going to test you, darling, because you’ve always been strong on the theory and rather weak in the execution. Now is your big opportunity…”

And so it is. Every day is a chance to remember that the rainfall is a blessing. We had a very dry winter, so water is most welcome. As we navigate our way, the windows of our car may steam up, but it is easy enough to keep warm and turn on the car radio. And a great deal more rewarding, after all, than uttering the usual complaints, and then wishing I hadn’t. Indulging in positive thinking feels so utterly delicious.

I may not be posting blogs for a while. Not only are the holidays almost upon us, but writerly tasks are claiming my attention. I hope you all a very pleasant Easter, filled with Spring flowers and sunshine (and soft refreshing rain).