what am I afraid of?

I was talking about my frustrations in my career, which are mainly that I keep writing too many novels for any one person to actually sell. And a friend listened to me gesticulate wildly and whine for a while, and then asked me this simple question, "What are you afraid of?"

I stared at her. What was she talking about? I was fearless. I do Ironmans. I am taking piano lessons as a musically impaired person. I stand up in front of crowds of people and talk about writing.

"You are refusing t...