"Thoughts after midnight,” You thought that I was keeping you around because I was lonely, but I...

"Thoughts after midnight,”

You thought that I was keeping you around because I was lonely, but I wasn’t lonely. I just secluded myself in hopes that you would never be able to reach me. So in that case, you could never hurt me.

No amount of cigarettes will ever be able fill the void inside of me that you were able to fill with your love.

I know that I am better off without you. I just want to know when it’s going to start to feel that way.

You can love someone without wanting to be with them. Just make sure that you don’t promise that person that someday they will be your entire world.

I’ve tried washing the way you feel off of my skin, and no matter how hard I scrub I cannot seem to rid of the memory of when your body pressed against mine so perfectly.

Just because I love you doesn’t mean that you have taken-over my ability to love myself. Sometimes I had to put my needs over yours. It just meant that I wanted us to be treated as equals. There is no winner in this scenario.

I will always love you. Even when it starts to feel like you no longer love me.

I shouldn’t have told you that you were different. With that thought in your head you had the ability to find pieces of myself before I ever even knew that they existed, and you were able to use those new parts against me. You were the most dangerous person to me with that logic in your mind.